<body> I'M KAI NOT KHAI .:
Monday, March 30, 2009


wtf. my mom doesn't even know how to tie a hair .. jokes ..

ITS ME .


Everywhere i go oh,
(Everywhere i go oh)
People want to know oh,
(People want to know oh)
How i wash my hair,
(How i wash my hair)
Can i wash my hair,
(Can i wash my hair)

So i tell them,
(So i tell them),
I can wash my hair,
(I can wash my hair)
Who says i can't wash my hair?
(Who says i can't wash my hair?)


and the song continues ..




please stop asking me how i wash my hair won't u ?
i wash it everday .. and like how normal people will do ..

ITS ME .


Ucler and pimple, oh my sweet monopoly harry potter...

i'm heaty .. heatily hot ..

ITS ME .



smile a day keeps sorrows away

Today is a long long day, started off with a 1hr+ journey to admiralty to get some stuffs done before camp.

NO IT WASN'T CORNROW, it's squared-row. FYI: 83 PLAITS. ;O

Ok that aside, reached the destination around 11+am, had to sit down for few hours? By the time it was done, i'm already dead sleepy. Restless..

That wasn't the end! After my stuff was done around 2pm+, took bus 912 down to Woodlands to meet up with Latif. Ate some chicken rice which was so-so, waited for Wati, Sabrina and Alex to come.

While doing so, took the time to buy a cap from 77th street, ok it's $80+, which is 45 cheeseburgers? As said by Sabrina when she almost dropped my cap..

Hmmm. After everything was done, wanted to walk to La's house, but dear oh dear, was it raining cats and dogs and chickens and cows and ducks and birds and ants and ... No choice, had to take a bus .. Long journey .. So was the waiting time..

Next stop, La's house.

WA!! I swear man, his house is spacious and nice. Especially the walk-in balcony area, it's tight man, gotta admit i'm into that. Supposingly was to play monopoly, but he couldnt find it! So we played some harry potter game, hey guys, i warned you before the commencement of the game k! I'M GOOD.

Needless to say, i won the game. HA. GIFTED .. His cousin joined us for the game though, coached us along the way.. coached .. why am i using that word? lol ?

OH WELL, so we just slacked in La's room, eat chips, swallow softdrinks, played guitar, took photos, facebooked, songs, chat, learning how to use macbook? o.o

Well, took our leave around 9pm, headed down for the coffee shop near his house for dinner, talked nonsense during dinner time and so was the long journey home .. Woodlands - Kallang .. GOOD!

ITS ME .

Saturday, March 28, 2009


WALAO. bs la. drill drill drill. 10am on a saturday morning and my 19th neighbour's house is renovating.

wtf man.

ITS ME .

Thursday, March 26, 2009


I'm back! Fucking fun was the SL camp. Fucking crazy peeps in my sect. ''Aye jibai'' is classic man, so is vincent.. Classic guy, thought he's those damn sian one, but fuck, when he opens up, he shoots vulgarities like machine gun. Faster than u can catch!

SHOZEN LET'S GO + (4BEATS)

Wow, i suddenly feel like i'm so pro in *cai quan now, played as a sect whenever there's time.. crazy peeps, u guys are wonderful .. so is Sunny our FA ..

YES, I'M GON' CORNROW THIS SUN.

excited.

ITS ME .

Monday, March 23, 2009


HEY NAD, THAT TAGBOARD IS SPECIALLY FOR U AIGHT, PLEASE LEAVE A NOTE IF U'RE HERE . THANKS!

ITS ME .


OK IT'S 5AM NOW AND SOME PROGRAMME STUFFS CORKED UP SOMEWHERE.

It's done now and i'm heading to bed. Will be in school for SL camp from monday to wednesday. See you peeps!

:DDDDDDDD

ITS ME .

Sunday, March 22, 2009


NADZ, PLEASE CALL ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CONTACT ME PLEASE! @81837979. QUICKKKKK

ITS ME .


nothing beats it than having a dinner with my family and relatives ..

mom's bday is on sunday. 22march, maternal aunt's on 23march, brother's one on 24march.

HAPPY BDAY TO ALLLLLLLLL. my dearest. :)

ahh. had a dinner with them outside.. at one of my relatives' stall, neh the one .. opposite queensway, walk abit inside one.. the one with ALOT of people eating .. very famous one .. yeayea, that's my relative. HAHA.

recommended to eat there ok. NICE ZI CHA. :D delicious!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVE. :DD

ITS ME .

Saturday, March 21, 2009


it makes me shiver a little bit in fear when zihui told me her story ..

her friend's softbone cracked when piercing traigus, makes me wonder if i'm one the luckier ones ..


hey man, NADZ please do answer my calls or reply my msg! i'm still hearing a reply.

ITS ME .

Friday, March 20, 2009


OMG, MY BROTHER IS PLAYING MAHJONG WITH HIS FRIENDS. NOOOOOOO. I'M ADDICTED TO IT . :(

IT'S 10.21PM NOW BTW. SO LATE. MAHJONGMAHJONG!!!

ITS ME .


the seventh day(最美丽的第七天) is now showing on chnl55! or chnl 255!

sucha nice show .. meaningful man.









心中一生的美是曾遇你

ITS ME .

Thursday, March 19, 2009


omg, certain things ain't looking well for me.. but it's fine, i'm gon ride myself out of adversities ..

ITS ME .


ever had a sudden urge to do something? i had one today .. that sudden urge is to accomplish something i had in mind a year back or so ..

ITS ME .

Tuesday, March 17, 2009


hey clement, i hope that ur operation goes well for u. hope to see u recover soon, and take the ball to the court.. let's PLAY!

till then.. rest well, hopefully i'll be able to receive ur text msg soon, asking us if we're free to play soccer.. :D take care man.

ITS ME .


just wanna clarify, the post below ain't some emo shit post . =='' it's me reflecting on my life. the ups and downs i've had. IT AIN'T EMO, NO TINGLI NOOOOO .

ITS ME .

Monday, March 16, 2009


it's 5.23am now and i'm not sleeping..



i just can't put myself to bed.. i'm at shah's house, with farhan and emilla. shah's sleeping, so is em, farhan's taking a nap after going one day w/o sleeping, just to rush his project. oh fuck .. farhan's laptop is playing some emo shit song .. ._. ahh, what the hell am i doing here. i nid head to sch at 12pm, hanging out with peeps in the evening .. yet i ain't sleeping. jesus ..


for the past few hours, i've been asking myself this question "mianglin, what if"?? what if things didn't turn out this way? will it be better? will it be worse? what if i could turn back the hands of time and correct all my mistakes, where would i be now? who will i be?

i can't help but look back. call me whatever u want.

what if, what if things didn't went wrong, would i be there talking to cheewai about some personal stuffs? will the class chalet be different? will my life be different as compared to now?
why, why did heaven played that joke on me. why did they object us being together?

don't get me wrong, i ain't tryna get things back on track again. glad that ya doing fine now. living ya life, doing what ya do best. carry on with that good stuffs that ya into.

shah, the deal u me farhan and desmond have. i'll never forfeit it. u've my words. yes u may be sleeping now, because i'm right smack in ur room. i'm glad to know u, the first gl whom talked to me, the most on person i've known. the first malay guy whom i thought was indian. the first person who con me to ur house telling me how ''not boring'' it will be at ur house.

look who's sleeping now.. ahh, nt trippin'. just reminding. ha.

sl camp's just a week away, fo's 17 days. things are getting tighter now, i need some breathing space. pass me an inhaler, a space and some air. things will get better, i'm nt gon disappoint no one, ain't gon let them down. am tryna be a better man, am gon thrive on adversity..

can't wait for school to kickstart again, can't wait to see new faces, meet new people. can't wait to start a different path in studies. can't wait to get myself going again, like how i've done over the past 17years..

mom's bday next sun, brother's next next tues, super advance happy bday though. can't imagine whom i'll be w/o them.. recalled my brother getting me a batman toy for my 8th bday? ha, that's so sweet of him, he taught me lots of things, he's like my role model.. he's just .. i'm at a loss of word, if only any word in this world could be used to describe how much he meant to me.

my mom, she's an angel presented to me by high above. for those whom never knew how much she did, here's one example .. she had diabetics, and ran the risk of getting blind to give birth to this kid right here. she went through operation to get me out. i can't imagine if she encountered any mishap while bringing me to earth, i'll probably be living this burden for my entire life.

my dad, he has my utmost respect, if respect can be counted in bits, he'll have all of them. he's charismatic, he cooks great food, he's hospitable, he's cool-headed, he gives me his support in things i've been pursuing. he allows me to venture into the outside world myself. he's everything i could ask for.
he didn't scold me for piercing my ear, he reminded me to inform them before hand, he told me if i were to tattoo, one will be enough, nt the whole body, he challenged me to keep my hair for 3 years, and one day, when he mistook my words for "going to malaysia", he told me to be careful, to enjoy myself. he didn't scold me for getting poor results during secondary school, he told me a pass is enough, where in the world, where can i get someone so supportive of me, always behind me yet letting me take control of ma life?
he taught me the principles of life, have my own and always abide it. he's caring towards us, just that it's in a quieter way, ain't showing it out.

i miss my block20 playmates, thinking back, recalling the days, 4pm sharp, i would unlock my door, looking down from my 7th storey flat, telling myself.. "OK, it's soccer time!"
soccer, basketball, badminton, "baseball", blind mice, catcing, ice and water, "BOM".. hiding all around the block, behind the mama shop, in the RC corner, lying flat trying to blend in with the grass. everyone's grown up now .. everyone has their own different set of path to follow, different routes to take. to me, u guys have been wonderful, u guys are the reason for my wonderful childhood, as namely, SHENGLIAN, MA LIAN, DEXTER, XIAODI, CLEMENT, CHINCHER, BABU, JIAWEI, ALEX, ROYSTON.. i thank u all.. we will catch up one day and reminisce won't we? :D

never forget my childhood friend, the one and only i'm still in contact with, the one person whom i believe had a family staying next door whom was ghosts. his name is JO-JO, as known as sylvester. he's changed pretty much since young, but hey, who doesn't? in my heart, u'll still be that JO-JO whom i used to know, that innocent little fellow whom i spend my .. my .. nursery with ..

never to forget my primary school mates out there, yes we might not be contacting or talking much as how we used to nowadays, but hey ... u guys were the first group i mixed with, the first few groups which i knew when i stepped into the education-world.. jianrong, kiawei, kah ho ...
(:

oh sweet, here's one of my favorite ones, my secondary school peeps, 1D-2D, 3E-4E.
to begin with, 1d-2d, how excited was i when i was being posted to GanEngSeng School. man did i mixed around well with them .. recalled the days listening to arun's BS, same goes to weirong, and his highpants, our literature lesson, history ones, maths - our bulldog teacher. the first class i made my own video with. our dnt lesson, art and craft. MUSIC! the first real guilty thing i did, stepping on arun's shoe, the lower part, the cushion thingy.. causing it to tear, and pretending that i didn't do it on purpose. HE went to dnt room to GLUE the part back OK. :( sorry arun..
the unity in the countdown of school hours. 10,9,8,7,6,5,4,3,2,1 DING DONG DING DONG .. THAT SOCCER MATCH AGAINST 2B, THE GOALKICK WEIRONG TOOK .. NEVER GON FORGET BOUT IT.

3E-4E, i thought i would be screwed when i realised i've been posted to the last express class during my batch, the one and only combined sciences and express class .. oh god help me .. but never did i realise, things weren't that bad, but fruitful in the end. i pass my O levels and now i'm taking a business-related course in poly. what do u get in 4E? what makes us so special, what makes this class meaningful to me? what makes this .. "lousy piece of shit" class click??

we did shits together, we enjoyed every single bit of it, from

playing psp in class, talking back to teacher together, ''faking to sleep'' during history lessons together, allowing people to sit into our class during MISS KANG's(english) lesson, tieing weijie to a chair with masking tape and placing him outside a girls' toilet, taking recess-breaks' during chinese lesson with teacher's approval, xfering ''colours of the wind'' in class, vandalising the board behind, trapping phelan in a cleaner's room, kick starting all the trends example ''laughing at zao-xia'' .. pushing one another into year1 classes and locking the backdoor, forcing the person to exit from the front, to calling people by their fathers' name. forcing people to smell 3-months overdued curry. making a teacher quit on us.. HAHA.

many look down on our class, branding us as a helpless bunch, never gon make it, but we did. and so proud are we to tell others that we enjoyed our 2years, and the fun we had..

my freshie poly class, 1b04, ahh. not afraid to admit, i didn't kinda like them in the start. they stayed so near, yet they would just head home after school. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THEM? was i thinking .. as time goes by, everyone start to open up, start to be a bit more steady.. i'm lucky .. as compared to other classes, we've that togetherness which some other classes are lacking ..

i'm lucky .. and everyday i give thanks to whomever that's up there, behind all this, i say thank you for everything i've, whatever stuffs i've been through, and any obstacles being placed ahead in my life, whatever mudholes in my path which will bring me to my knees .. i say thank you ..

timecheck, it's 6.50 am now, i should wake farhan up and get some rest myself.. goodnight .

ITS ME .

Saturday, March 14, 2009


always be who u're because those who matter, dont mind. and those who mind don't matter ..

ITS ME .


listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart.

be truthful to urself, and not for others..

ITS ME .

Thursday, March 12, 2009


2-0!! united wins!

fuck off haters. :) for the past few weeks, u guys have been talking about how manu will be out of the champions league to inter milan. looks who's through ..



ahh .. that aside. today was rather alright, catch a movie with ronald and guys, COMING SOON.
NICE SHOW. good storyline, with a bit of humor and some scary parts. worth watching .. :DD
maybe nt as scary as one would expect, but the storyline is a HUGE plus ..

L> forward to learning more popping style from ron...

ITS ME .


"If you live long enough, you'll make mistakes. But if you learn from them, you'll be a better person. It's how you handle adversity, not how it affects you. The main thing is never quit, never quit, never quit."
—Bill Clinton, born August 19, 1946

"Sometimes, if you aren't sure about something, you have to just jump off the bridge and grow wings on your way down." —Danielle Steel, born August 14, 1947

"You only live once, but if you do it right, once is enough." —Mae West, born August 17, 1893

ITS ME .

Wednesday, March 11, 2009


coursework grade AY08/09
ba 2 - C+
ob - B
macro - C+
bus stats - C+
marketing fund - C+

oct sem AY08/09
ba 2 - d+
ob - c+
macro - b+
bus stats - c
marketing fund - c+
intro to psycho - c



wa, didn't expect ba2 to be the killer subject this sem round ..

fucking lousy results. now i know why people say it's difficult to pull the GPA up .. == ?

rather disappointed that i didn't get A for macro, because of my coursework grade which i have gotten a C+. this is BS. fuck man, gpa stuck at 2+ nabei .

same goes to OB though, C+ .. course work la coursework .. must do better the next time round, cannot give people chance alr ..

maybe i'm just not good at written examination, next year going to marketing, I'LL do better in projects, and the course of my interest .. :DDD

BUSINESS ACCOUNTING IS A COCK SUBJECT. FUCK SHITE.

ITS ME .


1B04's chalet, ARANDA COUNTRY CLUB

9-11 march 09

probably the last chalet .. :( hopefully not ..



1st day

left house arnd 6+, reach there 7 or 8 .. ahh .. went to shop for stuffs at ehub ntuc first, then returned to chalet .

while others play mahjong. majority of us sat around and played 'china' man, drink and drink .. fucking sick of soft drinks now .. =.=

played till early hours of the morning, after that went to eat breakfast at mcdonalds. AHH. the freshness of the early hours in the morning .. looking at students wearing school uni. walking to school MAKES ME FEEL GREAT .. =DDD

2nd day

slept till 12? went home to take my laptop, when i returned, all of them were playing blackjack .. didn't join in, BUT, jio-ed some of them to watch russell peters. so we camped inside a room and laughed our way through .. IT WAS FAN-TASTIC.

sooooooooon, it was the bbq. setting up fire, blasting music, eating crabmeats, drinking soft drink :/, talking cock, smelling smoke... ahh . that's bbq man ..

so glad that my 3 sl turned up, felt so fortunate to have them for week 0 .. :D talked alot with them.. LET'S go sl camp together !!!!!

watched a class video as a class, had a gift exchange .. OH DENNISON, ur present is great please .. GANDONG ..

night activities were nothing unusual la .. camp games remix, DRINKING LOR, drink until bored. ._. first time .. baileys,vodka, and one more which robert brought and broke it himself. @.@

ahhhhhh .

3rd day

CHECK OUTTTT!
heard that the room next door is haunted ... thus us having a changed of room last minute . WOOO.

ITS ME .

Tuesday, March 10, 2009


nt gon' wait , nt gon' listen to ur brother, nor ur mom. i wanted to .. but u didn't.

so i guess it's over .. long time ago..

ITS ME .

Sunday, March 8, 2009


wa. busy busy busy .. fow/foc games, programme stuffs, class video, shirt designs .. AHHHHH.


CONFIRM CAN DO IT !

ITS ME .


if somehow u're dropped by my blog .. just wanna let u know, i miss u . .

ITS ME .

Friday, March 6, 2009


PROGRAMME CHALET

DAY1

- reached pasir ris costa sands around evening time. :/ sorry la alex, yf, duke and saini. HA. oh fuck.

reached there. first thing i do was put down the bag and took a seat at the mahjong table .. and there i was till the morning of the following day .. played forfeit, played $, played blackjack.. games ah games ..

DAY2

- wasn't considered a day 2 actually, because i didn't sleept through the night .. hmm .. had breakfast at bk with alex, duke, ben, zihui, wendy, yan ..

ahh. i learnt something meaning. RONALD taught me popping. POP POP. oh cool man, the way he move to the beeeeeat ... oh fuck .. :DD

wanted to sleep after that during the afternoon, but cherlie and guys were occuping the beds .. =='' had to went along with lutfi's idea of going to ehub to play arcade .. so there we go , me ronald lutfi and yan ..

HMMMMMMMMMM.. soon after, thought of what to buy for bbq .. why not look around? so we look and look and looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooook and found oursevles at the cashier paying for the bbq food . :O! DEAR OH DEAR ..

nonetheless. headed back to the chalet and started bbq-ing .. till halfway, was rather sleepy .. so i took a nap .. ahhhhhh . AND then around 11+, most people started heading home .. the rest of us played card games with drinks . ''china man'' la, ''5-10-15'' la. etcetc.

DAY3

- oh this is a fucktup day . didn't even slept well . woke up early and book out .. headed home, slept around 3pm. found myself awake the next morning 5am .. screwed .. =/

ITS ME .

Monday, March 2, 2009


CHALET!

DON'T RAIN PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. :(

ITS ME .

Sunday, March 1, 2009


i don't like friends who don't talk to you because their favorite team lost. they taunt you when your favorite team loses instead.

is having THAT favorite team really that important that you hide your ass in the carpet, and when the RIVAL team loses, u come out like some bloodsucker, targeting those fans, taunting them, "reminding" them that their team lost?

com'on la, it's time to grow up man, lose means lose, accept it, talk about it openly, don't pretend that nothing happen and you ain't interested. because i know you're, because YOUR team lost ... :)

ITS ME .

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I always believe in this, for those who matter won't mind and those who mind, they don't matter.


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