<body> I'M KAI NOT KHAI .:
Wednesday, December 31, 2008


so fast in a few hours' time, it's over .. 2008.

i'd a meaningful year, especially the decision on joining TP. not forgetting the lost of my wallet, slippers and the i/c twice . yet, made a tremendous amount of friends, had fun.


just hope that all the bad things go along with this year. never forgetting my pals, jason, deepo, danny, bone and guys .. ;)

oh yea, recalling what happen on 1st jan 2008, made my COU
NTDOWN on bus13 from bishan to ecp with them. HAHA. that's memories man ..

GONNA welcome the new year, 2009.

hopefully 2009 will be a more meaningful and entertaining y
ear!

PRE-HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

P.S. 31'ST DEC IS YUFEI'S BDAY. HAPPY BDAY DUDEEEEEEEE!

ITS ME .

Tuesday, December 30, 2008


TODAY IS BORING LA .

I HATE EMPIRES' DINNER OUTING. to me it's a waste of time, it would be better and more meaningful if it's an outing to somewhere else. rather than tm's open plaza or tp's mushroom.

can't even bond, and when there's two groups . it's worse.. that's what happen today.

maybe the gls enjoyed la. but to me,


....

ITS ME .

Sunday, December 28, 2008


damn. today's the last day of hols.

went to parkway parade. hoping to meet some of zetten gls. but in the end, all left except for 4? nonetheless. some of us programmers went to crash 'orange' outing.

fyi, orange is one of the TpRawks groups. yeap. slack with them till late night before heading home..
looking at some rawkers.. hanging out so late, backtracking a year back... i was doing the same thing. how i wish everyday was like this .. aimless yet carefree.




:/

ITS ME .


it hurts me to say that i haven't been paying much attention towards my family. hasn't been spending much time with them too.

to me, family matters the most. yeayea, some 'textbook' lines. but i meant it.

i'll tryna spend more time at home, being at home MEANS being at home w/o staring at the laptop.
spending time talking with my parents. to see them happy... what else can i ask for more ..

ITS ME .


TODAY WAS TEEEEE BEST BRO!

haha! worked for 4hrs. was overly paid la. thanks dude! thanks for intro-ing the event job. HAHA. knew some friends there too!

WE'RE KNOWN AS THE PLAY SQUAD! what a name..

well, after wrking. sorry to say, john brought me along and so i WENT to crash nexo's outing. WA. that was seriously fun i swear. they welcomed me! :) never say we programmers extra. HAHA. even did the p-r-o-g cheer! kept asking me to join in their photo-shooting session.

FIRSTLY, we played hide and seek in toysarus in vivo. followed by slacking session at sky park till late night.
(listened to some new cheers they thought of during that period of time) before heading to cine for IPMAN movie. OH GOD, THAT WAS SOME MOVIE TO WATCH.. DAMN INSPIRATIONAL.

Ooh! there was this 'eyecandy' session which someone randomly came up with. and everyone was forced to name one eye candy FROM nexo, i ended up being involved in it. man . i'm wondering how it happened ..

but nonetheless! yes i'm sure to say that nexo peeps are damn fun to hang out with!


KUDOS NEXO!







fyi, took nr7 home. first time ah . abit excited. HA!

shah, tahan abit la . $6 per person eh. :) btw, yaya. ur fellow gl.. ur eyecandy.. now she's mine too!

ITS ME .

Friday, December 26, 2008


DONE!

1st choice : Understanding Theatre
2nd choice : 20th Century Fashion
3rd choice : Design in Culture
4th choice : Basic Calculus for Business
5th choice : Freehand Drawing

yeap, that's my selection of CDS.

ITS ME .


what do u know?

why am i taking $?

why am i in such urge to re-make my I/C?

why are u looking at the surface only?

why are u keep insisting that u know everything?

that's the difference between me and u.

ITS ME .


STEAMY CHRISTMAS.

GUYS, THANKS FOR COMING !

ITS ME .

Thursday, December 25, 2008


1 year already ..

things could have been so different . but nonetheless.

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE!

ITS ME .

Sunday, December 21, 2008


it's over.. OTCW ay 2008.

now i'm looking forward to fow/foc 2009.

had a great experience with all programmers. stayed over in sch for 4days.

day0


went to school around 1pm. after that. set off to tampines central to haf a lookout for our station games. upon reaching tampines central, we went for a kfc lunch before having a run-out of station games too.
after that was done, headed back to school to have a dry-run for nightwalk. interesting yet tiring. took time out to know all other sub-coms. especially logistics committee. they're wonderful man.

not forgetting foodmin. delivering food on time. :)


day1
gls came in in the morning. they were probably amazed by our cheer. and every empire did our programme cheer. damn interesting. AMOS, CREDITS TO U!
day1 was the first time i hosted a game for a group, day 1 was opposite
sch game.
BEN. thanks for the coaching and stuffs man, u make a good partner.

gls went back in the evening, meaning dinner wasn't provided. headed over with all programmers for dinner.


p.s. programmers are a big family alright.

day2
had breakfast at mensa 2, HAD A GAME OF VOLLEYBALL at SDC lvl1 before the gls came in in the afternoon, had some plans were disrupted by the slight rain in the afternoon, however, our central game still went on. headed to tampines central with programmers. time was damn tight, had to rush.
care and share.. ran to other station to pass them our masking t
ape. they were in need of masking tape. after having our game. had to rush back to school for nightwalk.




WA. I SWEAR THERE'RE A FEW GLS, FUCKING GUAILAN. nightwalk only, wan act one hero. then disturb our entire nightwalk. nevermind, i took revenge on day3.
HAHA.

day3
only slept for 3hrs, day3 was carnival game, wet game. l
ucky though, my game was at SDC level 1. a 10sec lift journey down from meeting room, the place where we slept.
our area hosted 9 subempires, except for holqa1. HAHA. power right
?
all feedbacks from FAs were rather ear pleasing. :)
fun man, after that was attached to various empires for hunt-gry. ran around school with them. followed by final clash, by the time, the gls were all
dead. HOW TO EXPECT ME TO HYPED UP?
the final clash was damn violent. some were hit and injuries were everywhere.
then came the best gl of each empire, and the result of the final score ..
HA, this one i must say.


AFTER BREAKING-CAMP, 19programmers were stucked in the hydraulic lift. SEE LA, SQUEEZE SOMEMORE. luckily i was the lucky ones who took the stairs.
stucked for 30-45mins, WAD A EXPERIENCE. memories man..

after that, had a debrief at the triangular garden, talked about personal experience.
COOL SHIT.
tradition la.. went to CPF to eat with programmers. went over to ben's hse to stay that night. missed the last bus.


now i'm back at home. heading out for singapore match later. SINGAPORE FTW ! GOGO.

ITS ME .

Wednesday, December 17, 2008


TODAY'S DAY 0 ! preparation for OTCW.

ALRIGHT. SEE U GUYS SOON YEA. BE BACK ON SATURDAY'S NIGHT.

CIAO!

ITS ME .


YES! TMR'S DAY 0 FOR OTCW !


OTCW OFFICIALLY STARTS ON THURS! 18TH - 20TH!

maybe everything go our way please! *PRAYS*

ITS ME .

Tuesday, December 16, 2008


this is the lyrics for the song. GOODBYE MY LOVER - JAMES BLUNT.

it's nice.


Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

ITS ME .


PROGRAMME.

had a subcom workshop today. subcom consisted of log, foodmin and programme. got a chance to test out my day3 carnival wet game.

grateful to be given that chance to do a run-out of the game. knew where to improvise and stuffs, was taught how to give a briefing and debrief.

most importantly, mixed with the subcomms. after that. went to eat with them, knew quite a few things during talks with fellow programmers too. or shld i say, programme heads?

after that. took bus home with gibson. had a great time talking to him for 2hrs? under my block. HA. great person to talk to man..

well.. gonna let otcw and fow/c be a testing grnd. see how i handle stuffs, planning and working with others. how i handle stress, pressure and responsibility when put upon me. before i think of running for main committee for TPSU next year ..


TILL THEN ..

ITS ME .

Saturday, December 13, 2008


IT'S BEEN A REALLY BUSY WEEK. SO IS THE NEXT.

had my exam week for the week starting 8th dec. killer papers were marketing and bacc man.
:/

man... i don't wanna fail marketing. needa build on my basics so that next year when i'm into marketing course, gonna use it to my fullest advantage.

on friday, straight after my marketing test, went to help out for the Perfect Night. why is it called the Perfect Night? It's 2day1night event for all 10 clubs to come together. Namely, Tpsu, Bsc, Esc, ASsc, IITsc, HSSsc, Dsc, SC, CSC, AC. it's a bonding session in another word.

so all these clubs are known as Perfect 10. proud to say, i'm being choosen to represent Tpsu in assisting the main committee of IITsc for this event.

this event was proudly brought to them by IITsc.

i'd played a part as a programmer in this event, hosting my 'basketball' game in this case. gained some experience, some pointers from some experienced programmers too. Overall, had great fun being a programmer, looking forward to OTCW as a programmer. :) !

didn't had a good sleep, was talking to other main committees and fellow programmers from other studies club. slept for around 2 hours.

final game of the event was definitely FINAL CLASH. assisted by holding the mega LOLLIPOP.
had a great TAN.

once the event had ended. went to eat with big Ben, LinGen, Shah, Saph, Sherlyn(if that's how u spell) I TELL U, SAPH IS THE FUNNIEST GIRL OUT OF ALL PROGRAMMERS.
her sense of humour is damn low. =='' and she covers her left eye all the while. with her long hair.

ha, after the lunch with them, headed back to Tp to help oversee and see what can i assist in some committee in programme.

ALRIGHT, just reached home. LOOKS LIKE EVERYTHING IS GOING TO BE PIECED IN PLACE. hopefully OTCW will be a fun and successful one !


P.S. BONDING TIME WITH LOG COM, FOODMIN. 15th Dec. Day0 17th Dec, OTCW 18-20th!!!

looking forward to meet u peeps again !

ITS ME .

Friday, December 12, 2008


Bacc2 test tmr. followed by marketing. then perfect night.

ok. i'll hope that tmr outcomes are being caused by external factors like GOOD lucks.

please let me pass my bacc2 and marketing. com'onnnn.

ITS ME .

Wednesday, December 10, 2008


YOU MUST BE FCKING KIDDING ME, DON'T DIE ON ME NOW ..

ITS ME .


i'll keep telling myself that i'll pass the exams.

till the day i'm expel from the course.. i'll not give up!

ITS ME .


i wanna be a rocket
i wanna fly out to space
tag along all my worries and sorrows
dumping them outside this world

i wanna be a rocket
to look at earth from a higher perspective
look at what man has done to this earth
look at what's happening in everyone's daily life
look at how stupid people are
appreciate how beautiful things turn out to be

i wanna be a rocket
to re-enter earth with a whole new experience
breaking through all barriers, all obstacles
however
lending smoothly
with much ease
to be proud of what i've done
something which not many can accomplish.

ITS ME .

Tuesday, December 9, 2008


2-0

that's the scoreline which singapore beat indonesia in the last group A game of AFF suzuki cup 2008. it means singapore are well into the semi final.

ONE LAST MATCH AT THE NATIONAL STADIUM? or no? jalan besar this time round?

finally cleared one paper, 4 more to go. and i'm still in search of the motivation. the drive, the passion to study. fortunately, it isn't the final sem tests.

com'on, be there for me. ;)

ITS ME .

Monday, December 8, 2008


ahh. some bad coughing i'm having now. it feels as though i'm coughing my life out.

and now my neck hurts from such intense coughing. :/

ITS ME .

Sunday, December 7, 2008


two more days to exams. and i'm gonna start revising now ! GOOD LUCK!!

ITS ME .

Saturday, December 6, 2008


every day, every moment now. i feel as though i'm going through one of the tougher period in life. but life's only a journey on earth.

end of the world - ash.

ITS ME .

Thursday, December 4, 2008


SORRY GUYS, sorry if i ain't my usual self nowadays.

i'm battling the virus inside me, and i'm feeling the heat of studies and stuffs at one go now.

will be back as soon as i make it pass the mid sem test. =D!

ITS ME .

Tuesday, December 2, 2008


looking back the past few weeks, recalling what had happen. all the things which didn't went my way. from losing wallet, to slippers, to fever flu and urti.

no one can deny i ain't disappointed, but what can i do? i'm gna put things in this way, in a way that it's a series of test from high above. to see how i react to such things.

I'LL be strong, i'm not gonna just sit back and give up, crying over such small stuffs. gonna stand tall and big, using such experience to prepare me for more challenging and meaningful tasks ahead.

i'm not gonna back down, never giving up. thanks to my friends who gave me courage and try to motivate me on. love u guys.

and for the people out there who don't know any single thing which happen, u won't understand unless u're in my shoe and actually went through every single bit of it.

just stand up - mariah carey, fergie ...
that's my song of the moment.

ITS ME .

Monday, December 1, 2008


1 more week to exams, and things ain't getting any better for me.

woke up, thought my fever was gone. at least i am able to attend school so as to catch up on my studies.
took my temperature in the morning. guess what, it shows 38.7 degree Celsius. i think that's the highest temperature i've ever seen. slightly disappointed at not being able to go sch. mom persuaded me to visit a doctor, as followed per instruction, came back with 4 different types of medicine. hopefully things get better as the week goes on.

there's business accounting tut today, one of the most impt and difficult subj i've encountered. and yet, fever prevented me from understanding the subj further.

sigh.

ITS ME .

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