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Friday, October 31, 2008


i'm seriously going deaf in my right ear. HOW?

ITS ME .


TODAY IS THE MOST HAPPENING DAY OF MY YEAR. and i'm seriousss about it.

well, went for programmers' interview in the afternoon. hopefully i can get in. haha. and was late for my psychology tutorial.

but the fun part was behind. i went to MEDIACORP for ''don't forget the lyrics' game show casting. it was damn fun. everyone was in awe when we stepped into the studio. haha. didn't realise that it actually took few hours to film a 1hr episode!

i think i'm gna deaf in my right ear. because it's in pain now. everyone was damn high! gogo SU! john was sitting beside me la, then he was shouting all the while. he's freaking high too.

gotta say that SU is the craziest people u can ever meet in TP. we reached mediacorp arnd 7+ and left at 12. and THERE'S GURMIT SINGH! woohoo! catch out for me and tpsu people on chnl5! "DON'T FORGET THE LYRICS" christmas edition! =) !

the night actually ended when we returned to TP. and john sent me and some peeps home. cos he stayed nearby me. so he chris and me went to the geylang mac. aljunid there to eat. and we talked quite alot, learnt alot of new things from him. USEFUL STUFFS.

TP OOOOOI.

ITS ME .

Wednesday, October 29, 2008


FARK
FARK

FARK

FARK

FARK

FARK

FARK

FARK

FARK

FARK


this shit is getting on my nerves. i'm fcking pissed now. please fcking show some maturity and do some thinking.

FARK MAN.

ITS ME .


MY DEAREST BIMBO, U BETTER NOT TURN LES OR I WILL TURN GAY. :O !

. . I MEAN I'LL SLAUGHTER U IF U DO TURN LES.

ITS ME .

Monday, October 27, 2008


just returned from wl's blog. and now it has gotten me real emotional.

wa. then jaychou's music playing on my itunes. time check 11.51pm.

well. sometimes i ask myself, what regrets do i have. thinking of it now.

there're actually quite a few. dental's one of them, past relationships and my childhood kindergarten friends.

damn, i regretted not taking care of my teeth. nt handling my relationships well, and not staying in contact with my kindergarten mates. wonder how they've been doing nowadays.

but luckily i've kept in touch with jojo. aww. sucha nice guy there. always there la. it's true when i say kindergarten mates never give up on u, there're always there.

and now, how i wish i never grew up.

ITS ME .


PUT IT ON MY TAB - NKOTB FT AKON <-- A MUST TO LISTEN. i swear.

SINGLE - NKOTB FT NE-YO, not bad too. =D

FREEZE - T-PAIN FT CHRIS BROWN. new song.

ITS ME .


she's gorgeous.

ITS ME .

Sunday, October 26, 2008


mark this date liv'pool and chelsea fans, that's when all the records end.

wow, can't believe i was actually a liv'pool fan today. sorry to say, but i seriously dislike chelsea more than liv'pool, despite me being a manutd fan. words can't expressed my hatred towards them. HAHA.

can't believe i actually shouted 'GOAL' in the 76th min when babel took a shot. that's when my father scolded me. he said i could wake my mom up by doing this. well. sorry la, but i want chelsea to lose so badly that i became a liv'pool fan.

oh well, don't scoldlari please.

ITS ME .

Saturday, October 25, 2008


TOWN this weekend, anyone ? );

ITS ME .


just finished watching this movie " you got served " on star movies. know it's quite an old movie. 2004. but it's tight. swear " step up " is never in the same league.

and sht. beginning to regret taking out my braids. oh fck.

ITS ME .

Thursday, October 23, 2008


as i'm writing this. i'm thinking of the talk between me shah nico and farhan. i'd repeatedly asked myself this question.

the question goes. and when my answer comes. everybody looked surprised. " 2 ? why 2? u look as though u'd alot ! " well. actually, i feel honored. 2, i don't want the number to rise.

3 , 4 , 5 or maybe 2 digits. i've no idea why some people feel proud to have 2digit numbers in this case.

i'm actually looking at this question in the long run. so that the next time why i've my miss right now and forever with me, i'll be proud to tell her and everyone else. i've 2. and only 2.

hmmm . :)

ITS ME .


this is some serious coolsht i saw on aziz's blog. check it out!

ITS ME .


fuuuuuu. this is quite a happening day. 23oct, thurs.

the happening part started when. chris me farhan john nic dolyce and persie were doing some stupid thing. we threw the whole deck of cards up, and the person who got the lowest number had to forfeit by picking up the entire deck. credit to chris for coming up with sucha stupid idea! GOOD indeed. haha.


went to TM with nic and farhan next. something happen for farhan. smth real bad. oh fck those people. fcku. fcku. and a big FCKU. farhan, cheer up. u're a pretty boy. SAME AS ME! haa. at least shah and quite a few peeps said that.

oh, we went to the sky park, u called that? went there to slack. and we called shah along. so was rather fun. and shah came with a huge bag. so i asked him why and what he brought that for.


he did a doreamon, he took out oreo. milo packets, potato chips, and twisties. WA. SHAH u're damn cool la. swear.

after that, some security guard came to chase us off, cos the area was gna close. so we moved to the mcdonalds. wa. alot of things happened.

started off with shah, sabotaging nic. nic found one of shah's friends cute, so shah went to tell the guy. and then. nic's face was apple red for the next couple of mins. HA, THAT WAS FUNNY, I WAS OBSERVING U OK NICO. =D!



next was shah, forgotten what he did, but somehow, his chair flipped over when he stood up, then EVERYONE in the mac stared at us. and this guy, happened to be shah and farhan's friend came, and when he took a few steps back, he was almost tripped over by a chair.



THAT'S SHAH AND NIC.

well, nico said i look like a pretty jap guy! well, sharp features, etc high cheekbones, sharp chin, thick eyebrows. HA. cool, i shall take ' u look like a girl ' ' u've feminie looks ' as compliments now! i think that's fcking cool! COOLSHT.

ITS ME .

Tuesday, October 21, 2008




look at cj. i'm beginning to suspect that bim and him as an affair. well, judging at what happen this afternoon, they seeeeeems sweet oh. :O ! HA.

and, that's powder on his face. seems to me dolyce just showered some love on him. (; dolyce dolyce.





this is rather cool.









ITS ME .

Monday, October 20, 2008


ASHELY, U GOT A POINT. man, how i hope u were there when i needed some advice on it. BUT NONETHELESS. it'll be back after mid-sem break hopefully!

and damn u're right, i'm gna run for it. HAHA.

ITS ME .

Sunday, October 19, 2008




it's done.

please don't be mistaken. i took my braids out before this, was on the second
night of chalet.

this's just the barber playing with my hair.



the right side.


it's the left.


this will be the new hairstyle i'm wearing when school reopens tmr. seeeeeeee u guys in sch.


ITS ME .


found myself at chalet for the past few days. 17~19oct.

as i've said, diff chalet diff fun. no doubt about it. this's probably the more wild and rowdy bunch of peeps. well. we checked in quite late on the first day. 5, 6+. we watched some movies. needless to say, 'colours of the wind' is a must. turns out to be comedy when watched in a group.


here's some stacking moments.








slept in the afternoon on sat. most of them went swimming. joined them afterwards by the poolside. well, a few catchy sights of girls. it seems as though it was gonna rain once again, but. somehow it didn't, so we went to seng siong to get our bbq stuffs.






warming up.


dancer of the night.


he don't like to sleep on beds.


warmed the pit arnd 6+ 7pm, wow, there's seriously great atmosphere, despite our chalet being located at the very end. there's birthday party every where. started off a weak fire, however afterwards. with the help of jaarvis, that really kick started the bbq. was bbq-ing from the start to the end. kinda enjoyed the process with gs and man.



huge cubical demand.


we used neon light to heat up the chickens.






played midnight soccer that day. after that, went to bathe tgt at the public toilet. AND I TOOK OUT THE BRAIDS. as usual, drink till morning.

first few train, zao home. on my way back, was feeling rather =/ . no idea is it due to me taking off the cornrows. was thinking whether shld i rebraid my hair. should i ? or shld i just thin my hair and .. make a new hairstyle out of it ? if this moment were ever to be in a comic. it'll have me as the main icon. with bubbles of thoughts around me.

as for now. i'm still thinking . .

ITS ME .

Thursday, October 16, 2008


monday 10 to 12 (bacc2 tutorial)
2 to 4 (marketingfnd lect)
tues 9 to 11 (bacc2 lect)
11 to 1 (mktfnd tut)
6 to 7 (psychology lect)
wed 11 to 1 (bus stats lect)
2 to 4 (macro econs tut)
4 to 6 (bus stats tut)
thurs 11 to 1 (macro econs lect)
4 to 6 (psychology tut)
fri 9 to 11 (org beh tut)
11 to 1 (org beh lect)


shit timetable. especially the tues one. that's nonsense. might consider doing lounge duty on tues. if nt thurs. fck man, gonna leave my timetable for the timebeing. get some sleep. then wake up and face reality once more.

ITS ME .

Wednesday, October 15, 2008


shit. i gotta post this. i think i'm like gna die soon. i'm having some really bad and weird dreams or nightmares u wanna call, nowadays.

firstly, i dreamt that i'm at this chalet. and there's this girl, whom i can't recalled who,
she said this before, if there's 6 pieces of half moon tablets (for praying to ancestors or buddha) in the room, it means smth bad
happened in this room before.
then on the very last day, before we wanted to check out. i saw the 6 half moon tablets under
the door. and then all of a sudden, the girl said she wanted to head home. and i saw this necklace
of hers. she was wearing, consist of 6half moon tablets. and i insisted that i wanted to head home too.
and on my way out of the chalet. i happened to saw my aunties, my mom, and my maternal grandma, they were wearing thick jackets. seem to be heading overseas. and i went into the room to sit with them. then i saw the huge plane parked outside. and passengers were
beginning to board the plane. it's like the huge boeing 737 747 or whatever 7 it is.

that's not the end. and out of nowhere. i went playing pool with these two girls. and suddenly these two girls disappear. then i saw it was a guy of mine. and i saw my little cousin with his 3friends. and i saw my brother at the pool place. oh fck. then i recalled, when i went to 'open'
table, i saw these group of martial arts school peeps. then they was this guy whom acted
like he was some tough shot. and he came over to pull my braid. but somehow. it balanced well,
cos everything looks PERFECTLY messy. i was rather pleased with him (omg? how could i)
then they went out, so did me and my friend. then i noticed this group of gangsters waiting outside for them. and they wanted to chop them into pieces. seems like we were caught in a middle of gangfight. and then. the walls resemble expo hall. then the head of the gang was like playing games with us? as in. whoever got chup stand up. smth like that. but he said it in cantonsese or hokkien. which i cldn't understand, so i looked arnd to see the actions of others. so that i knew when to stand, when not to.

that didn't end here. i dreamt about me quarreling with my brother. and we quarrelled because i was hum-ing a song. AND FCK. when i was brought back into reality. i realised i was dropping tears. SHIT, THAT WAS REAL FREAKY.i cldn't control myself.


omg. thinking of it now. and i really gonna die soon? i swear whatever i typed was what i dreamt about, no made-up stories or whatsoever. can someone give me an explanation?

ITS ME .


well, this is what made me smile during the night! she's idiotic i swear.

Joniva says:
this is conversation , NOT NUTS
ҝ аi ' apart from being so beautiful, what else do u do? says:
u're full of nonsense now
ҝ аi ' apart from being so beautiful, what else do u do? says:
.............
ҝ аi ' apart from being so beautiful, what else do u do? says:
omg
Joniva says:
just like u right
Joniva says:
tryna reflect u , how u're like
Joniva says:
overfill w nonsense yeh
ҝ аi ' apart from being so beautiful, what else do u do? says:
eh!
ҝ аi ' apart from being so beautiful, what else do u do? says:
i'm only full of nonsense!
ҝ аi ' apart from being so beautiful, what else do u do? says:
u're overfilled with nonsense!
ҝ аi ' apart from being so beautiful, what else do u do? says:
HAHA
ҝ аi ' apart from being so beautiful, what else do u do? says:
omg la
ҝ аi ' apart from being so beautiful, what else do u do? says:
i can't stand u
ҝ аi ' apart from being so beautiful, what else do u do? says:
don't tell me to sit or squat or what ever
Joniva says:
then sit
ҝ аi ' apart from being so beautiful, what else do u do? says:
shhhh
Joniva says:
AHAHAHA
Joniva says:
LOLL
ҝ аi ' apart from being so beautiful, what else do u do? says:
i knew u wnated to say that
ҝ аi ' apart from being so beautiful, what else do u do? says:
u're idiotic
ҝ аi ' apart from being so beautiful, what else do u do? says:
i'm gna post this on my blog
Joniva says:
stupid , u taught me that alright
Joniva says:
LOL!
Joniva says:
omg screenshot for me yeh
Joniva says:
HAHAH JK !
Joniva says:
don't post nah , u stand u stand
ҝ аi ' apart from being so beautiful, what else do u do? says:
we shall see about that
ҝ аi ' apart from being so beautiful, what else do u do? says:
because u're getting on my nerves now
ҝ аi ' apart from being so beautiful, what else do u do? says:
u're getting more and more idiotic!
Joniva says:
HAHAH
ҝ аi ' apart from being so beautiful, what else do u do? says:
i can't stand uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
Joniva says:
NOT ME
Joniva says:
is ur braids
Joniva says:
well , isn't it good


i bet u guys don't know who she is . haha. no point guessing who's joniva. actually she's someone u guys were talking about. but. this's a tough nut to crack!

ITS ME .

Tuesday, October 14, 2008


well i'm dead bored now. so, let's do some quiz.
it came from wl. HA. sorry but it's kinda late!
=D

Time for quiz from my friend WAILEONG. Didn't manage to do it but now i'm gonna do it.

1. Your relationship with him/her is?
secondary school classmate! 4e for life yo.! ^^V

2. Your five impression of him/her?
steady, emotional at times, difficult to understand him, doesn't voice out his words, INTERESTING GUY.

3. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
oh, as a group, they had! that was the day before my bday this year. they hanged out with me, caught a movie, surprised me with a cake. sang happy birthday song. went to eat rochor bean curd.
well, that's really what real friends are for, what else more can i ask?

4.The most memorable thing he/she had said to you?
oh, he told me this, it happened when i broke up with my ex. even though at that point in time, i find his msg quite irritating, but thinking back now. it's rather touching.

it goes like this, might be some way off the actual one. " it's nt too late to realise what u've done, we'll be waiting for u to be back. we accept u for who u're." <-- THAT'S WHAT EVERYONE WANTS TO HEAR ISN'T IT ?

5.What kind of guy/girl he/she like?
hmm, no idea. buta. if i'm nt wrong, he likes girls who are humorous, girls who can listen him out, but back off when he needs time alone. girls who can rot with him. YEA WL?
6.If he/she becomes your lover, you will?
:o i might consider if i were a gay. HAHA.

7. If he/she becomes your lover, the thing he/she has to improve on will be: emotions!

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will:
ask him what went wrong, where, how, why?

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
he had enough of what i said, did and ME.

10. The most desired thing that you want to do for him/her now is:
TRYNA understand him, hear him inside out.

11. Your overall impression of him/her is?
GREAT PAL,DUDE,FRIEND,CLASSMATE,SOCCERMATE,LISTENER,ADVISOR, whatever u call, whatever u can think of. that's him! it's fantastic to have him around. (:

12. How do you think people around you will feel about you?
oh, i'm straight forward in my words. egoistic, humorous, LAME, cute, unapproachable at first-sight, wise, smart, brilliant, clever, emotional, quiet at times.

13. The characters you love of yourself are:
hmm. humorous, straight-forward, having self-confidence, wise! ( like what farhan said during chalet, i look through u, into ur soul, via ur eyes ) friendly, understand, caring and kind. :o ENTERTAINER.

14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are:
hardworking, lame, loving, money-spender, think too highly of myself, sometimes too straight-forward with my words.

15. The most ideal person you want to be is: my dad, excluding the drinking habits. he's cool, large circle of friends, he's good at almost everything, he's A GREAT COOK. he's cute, he's handsome. he's my dad. (;

16. For people that care and like you, say something to them:
i love u guys, "i'll be there for you" - rembrants, gotta be the song between u guys and me. thank fate for bringing us together. no matter how we knew each other, how we fight between us. thanks for being there, around and in me. =D

17. Pass this Quiz to 10 people.
to those whom i think will be willing to do yea, if ya name is nt here, it's because i don't want u to waste ur time doing this quiz, because i care bout u guys. HAHA. (numbering not in favourtism)
1)farhan
2)dolyce
3)brandon
4)mianglin
5)evangelin
6)tingli
7)JAARVIS
8)shah
9)nicolette
10)cj

18. Who is no.6 having relationship with?
single. right ah ting?

19. Is no.9 a male or female?
female! both at times. :O

20. If no.7 and 8 are together, will it be a g
ood thing?
HAHA. i guess so.

22. What is no.2 studying about?
don't know! school of applied science. :/ ! sorrry dolyce.

23. When was the last time you had a chat with no
?
weeks back!

24. What kind of music band does no.8 like?
songs being played in the club! r&b, smoothing/catchy songs.

25. Does no.1 have any siblings?
i don't think so. i wanted to ask him, but he isn't online.

26. Will you woo no.3 ?
yea, if i were a gay. or probably nt, i will wait for him to woo me if he were a gay! i think i'm attractive for gays. HAHA.

27. How about no.7 ?
not my type if i were a gay. NOT MY TYPE is only for domestic partnership, but friends, buddies, cliques. OF CAUSE.

28. Is no.4 single?
i guess so?

29. What is the surname of no.5 ?
tan i guess? :/ sorry if i got it wrong! but u sound good with a tan at the end. HAHA.

30. What's the hobby of no.4?
being mischeavious. playful, always going around to make friends.

31. Does no.5 and 9 get along well?
yea! i suppose.

32. Where is no.2 studying at?
Temasek Poly. TP. TPTPTPTPTP.

33. Talk something casually about no.1?
well, he's rather horny at times. haha, in a humorous way la. he hides his feelings well, deep inside, so that it isn't obvious to everyone, always puts on a smile. VERY STEADY.

34. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8 ?
oh? noo. but thinking back about what we did during the chalet . . shit, sounds wrong, eh. NEVER.

35. Where does no.9 live at?
ahh, this one i know, PASIR RIS, beside costa sands pasir ris, the condo, very eerie one. :/ pontianak lives nearby. shit. scary.

36. What colour does no.4 like?
opps. purple? pink? shit, i've forgotten, or did u told me before?

37. Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
rather close friends i guess.

38. Does no.7 like no.2 ?
they don't even know one another..

39. How do you get to know no.2 ?
TPSU. haha! really got to know her was during the chalet. (;

40. Does no.1 have any pets?
nope, if he does, gotta be a cat right.

41. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
kinda. :O !

42. Is no.10 tall? NO, HE'S SHORT. same as me!

ITS ME .


I swear it's getting boring nowadays. everyone's starting school
whereas TP is STILL having holidays. shit.

hmm. have been having some weird dreams every now and then. sleeping routine changed drastically. wake up during early afternoon, eat then sleep. wake up, make use of com, watch tv programmes. sleep in the early morning. WOW! hope i don't put on weight the next time u guys see me. HA.

oh yea. kinda addicted to HBO nowadays. fantastic chnl! anda, have been hearing from some of my jc friends that they've failed their promos. oh no. that's bad news. but. cheer up yea peeps. (;

well, have been thinking bout removing my braids. kinda troublesome. :/ maybe gonna hang in there for the first few weeks when sch starts. and. CHANGE HAIRSTYLE AGAIN!
btw. TP'S system lika vacuum cleaner. S.U.C.K.S. what? school's next week and our timetable has yet to be released. don't keep me in suspense!

hmm. looking at the calender. 3 more days to the last chalet of this hols. can't wait to see all of u guys out there. meet up, chill, have fun, enjoy.

ITS ME .

Sunday, October 12, 2008





SANDEEPo. happy bday yo. =D. ps, didn't make it for ur birthday. nonetheless. wish u a happy 18th birthday. funny black guy. HA. everytime see him everytime change pattern.

kick started the day with morning soccer at radin mas pri. well. pighead came along. . gotta say that his soccer ain't bad. hmm. after soccer, went to tiong to have lunch with some of the peeps.

AND THIS IS WHAT HAPPEN.



there's this sudden strong *shit* smell when he came back with his food. however, nt until i pop that question out. and everyone goes 'ya!', then they all looked at junjie's spaghetti. and then we
went laughing. BUT, this's nt the end.







saw this helpful auntie? she was so helpful that she came over and told junjie that his's food was spoilt. and junjie said, "no la, it's over cheesy. still can eat." wow. guess what? the auntie went cursing him or smth. " don't eat la. i tell u ah, u eat confirm u stomache. "

then jj gave the "jack'd" face. well, that seems to be talk of the moment till arnold came back with his red face. i think he's just shy la.

headed straight home after that. bathe eat sleep. i don't know why. but somehow, my dad was fcking pissed at me. picking on me on whatever things that he could. fck. wait till one day i'm having none of this. i will shoot him flat. but for now. he's still my dad afterall.

can't wait for the new timetable to be release. may god bless me and give me a fantastic timetable.

ITS ME .


well, went out late at night. but came back before midnight. :O

sorry deepo. haha, wanted to ton for ur bday though. $ tight. u know u know. nida open bottles and stuffs. nt me when i'm having some tight cash flow. anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SANDEEP THE BLACK!

wow. caught up with some of my outside friends whom i've not seen for ages? danny and bone. HA. the two legends. with them arnd, never fail to laugh. felt kinda guilty to ps danny last min. buta. that's what jesus is there for right! to clear ur sins. :o. oh, sorry christians. i'm just kidding. (:

yea. soccer tmr.

A
N
G
E
L

ITS ME .

Friday, October 10, 2008


Let him wish his life
For the sorrows of a stone
Never knowing the first thread
Of these
Never knowing the pain of ice
As its crystals slowly grow
Needles pressing in on the heart

To live forever
And never feel a thing
To wait a million lifetimes
Only to erode and become sand
Wish not for the stone
But for the fire
Last only moments
But change everything

Oh to be lightning
To exist for less than a moment
Yet in that moment
To expose the world to every open eye
Oh to be thunder
To clap and ring
To rumble into memories
Minds and spines

To chill the soul and shake the very ground
Pounding even the sand
Into smaller pieces
Or the mountain
Brooding, extinct
Yet gathering for one fatal moment
The power to blow the top clean off the world
Oh to last the blink of an eye and leave nothing
But nothing unmoved behind you

Vincent Guilliano
January 9, 1991



copyrighted from
The Freedom Writers' Dairy

ITS ME .

Thursday, October 9, 2008


don't know why. somehow was thinking about libras. and i realised that. with libras in a group, there's always fun and laughter. nt that they're humorous, or maybe they are. but they're rather funny with their words! HAHA.

with a libra arnd, they never fail to impress u with their uniqueness. their sudden, out-of-the-blue question, alien answers. but, shldn't libras possess both beauty and intelligence? HUH? BIMS.

ITS ME .


got home in the early hours on 9oct, thurs. catch the movie eagle eye with the cador peeps. cool movie! hmmm. but ruth and dolyce were like talking and talking and talking. gotta thanks farhan for sitting in between me and ruth. HA. so that i could concentrate on the movie.

oh, on our way to somerset. on the train, was like kinda weird. dol and ben were like in different carriage. then i board the train via the middle door, then dolyce was like so shy when she saw this hot guy. omg. =='' then she kept smiling. LOL. ahhh. then before we catch the movie. cj fed his phone with some soup from long john. guess what happen to his phone. HAHA. well. after the movie. we went to far east to eat. while i get my stuffs done. finally got my stocking cap. and anti residue shampoo. OH, there was this part where farhan was like so attentively searching for a student who raised his hand in the 2 dollar note. LOL. the reaction on his face was priceless. it's something mastercard couldn't get.

after hanging out with them. head back to bugis to find pinxian and peeps. her bday is coming soon, so there's the gathering. haha. ate steamboat at bugis. then head for clarke quay, where we drank. but the most fun part was our journey to and at suntec. and after suntec. haha.

we walked to suntec from clarke quay. then saw the f1 road. heard cheewai's experience. while at suntec. the few of us were. alex robert cheewai pinxian jac derence gideon and me. we were talking nonsense topics. from ghost, to stars, to planet, to emperor chin, to super volcano, to doom's day, and to rochor beancurd.

and soooooo, cheewai suggested that we go for the famous rochor beancurd at parklane. so we made our way there on feet. and to our surprise or horror. the shop's closed! HA, cheewai .. and then we rotted arnd for awhile before taking the first few trains home.

and now. gna bathe and sleep. before beginning my routine night life. :O !

ITS ME .

Tuesday, October 7, 2008


oh well. today was quite a .. meaningful day? ha, went to tp to catch some peeps playing touch rugby. oh, then was like. before i went to the field. don't know why, somehow dol saw me. and she shouted hi or kai or smth. then everyone was like looking at me. :/ then they say i dao.! com'on guys, was listening to headphone. didn't mean it. HAHA.

wow, didn't knew touch rugby was that fun. haha. quite cool. every tues touch rugby. oh, then saw weng having his track n field trng. u look sexy with ur hairband though. :O ! oh, then some peeps were like touching my hair with their sweaty palms. and i met this guy named poh. wow, interesting yet friendly guy. haha. and dol poh and this guy which dol calls bimbo, they were like talking and i was paying attention. and dolyce started this "giggle" button on me. :/ oh well, U TOO have a "giggle" button yea. and cheer up! don't be moody. =D haha. let me press that "giggle" button on u. (; she was kinda emotional. yea, relationship stuffs. u know u know.

went to lounge after that. was kinda caught in two minds of whether to go sentosa or not. nonetheless. before i headed home, was waiting for bus with weng. oh, that was a comment i've been waiting to hear. 'YOU SUIT THIS HAIRSTYLE'. coolcool. yea weng, that's the way.


hmmm, going to town tmr. with a few peeps of mine. after that. my poly class having steamboat for dinner or smth, 'someone special' birthday, as quoted from her. HA. can't believe u have rubber-type skin. oh my.. well. hope to catch up with as many of u guys before sch starts!

ITS ME .

Monday, October 6, 2008



wow, i'm still feeling the stretch! stretch of my hair. haha. nad, u did a fantastic job!

went through my first night sleeping with a cloth covering my hair. HA. how unique was that. kinda troublesome maintaining such hairstyles. but worth every single bit though! (:
ahh. going to sch tmr. watching su peeps play touch rugby. keeping in touch with the cador peeps. SOME though. some are rather inactive. lika missing-in-action.

actually, started to find the fun in trying new hairstyles. so friends out there. don't be surprise if u catch me with a totally out-of-the-world hairstyle. ^^. !

ITS ME .

Sunday, October 5, 2008




coooooooool. after months of waiting. after hearing more and more people asking me to thin my hair. finally i've gotten my hair cornrow-ed! i don't care what u guys say about my hair. i like it. that's final. =D!

yea, that's me. months back.THAT'S BEFORE. it's all pulled back now.




this is a pict taken by my friend nad, whom braided my hair! she's real cool. haha. cute too! have more confidence in ur look yea. (:
this is just the starting. there's a total of 20 braids. it took, arnd 2 and a half hours to finish braiding my hair. long isn't it? haha. nonetheless. AWESOME.





yea, that's her! nadiah. haha, the girl who braid my hair. here's two picts taken with her after she finished my hair. HA. kinda not used to the new look, but will be.. sooon. like what jaarvis did to his hair.




after braiding my hair, went to my family barber. to get my baby hair shaved. oh well, here're some picts taken by him. oh sht, can't wait to leave my hse and look at strangers' faces when they stare at my hair. HAHA. dopedope.

gotta thanks nadiah for braiding my hair. interested parties please visit her website. www.nadzsofresh.com . AND NAD. MY BARBER SAID U WERE GREAT WITH UR SKILLS! that's it for now. gotta be away from my laptop awhile, to indulge in this new hairstyle. ^^. !

ITS ME .

Saturday, October 4, 2008


COOL, finally after months of waiting. i'm gonna get my hair cornrow-ed! oh my, how exciting that will be! 5oct! yesyes. my hair's gonna be different from u guys. HA.

ITS ME .

Thursday, October 2, 2008


hmmm, have been doing some self reflection for the past few months. since the day when i decided to part ways with u.

hate to admit it, but i've missed u during this period of time. tried to get back with u. but u rejected, yea yea, i know what i did was wrong, not gonna put the blame on u, ur friends or even my friends. u know who u are. i did u wrong. i was the one who asked for the parting of ways. whenever i've been talking with my friends, everywhere i think of, i can only picture u and me. maybe i shldn't have let u go, but i did.

anyway, it's quite pointless for me to continue reflecting on what i did. u just won't understand it. i guess u knew i did this when i receive the present. i hope this will mark the end of the possibility of us being together again.



this will be our song, i'll be missing you - p.diddy & faith ft .112

ITS ME .




this post is for farhan. HAPPY? PIERCE UR NIPPLES!

ITS ME .


that's us! except for farhan. HA. can't imagine, my first post is about cador outing. somehow like motivated by u guys to remake a blog.

thanks to u guys for not helping me find blogskins. =x haha. wow, the chalet was fun yea. what happen keep in within us alright. *winks* can't believe everyone was crapping, some even worse than me. u guys ..

and well, dolyce got herself a bluetooth from the dentist. cj got himself his first kiss, shah made his trademark by laughing, ruth got herself food. bran got his girlfriend along, farhan got his nipples pierced using a toothpick. !! NICOLETTE got herself a new friend, and she brought her home. for me. i got a memorable experience with the guys who came and stayed. haha.

u guys were wonderful, OH TAKE NOTE. WERE <-- . nah, they were great. had some mini bbq, some really cool talks, memories. HA. guess if i were to speak every single detail, there'll be no ending to it. so i should end it here with everything intact and on a high note! ~IN THIS CLUB, IN THIS CLUB.~

ITS ME .

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