Thursday, January 29, 2009
for people around me considering themselves to be my friends. think about it when someone starts gossiping about me.. do u really know me ? u know me better or u trust the gossiper more ?
it doesn't matter if u guys ain't part of my life no more, who cares? i've the most impt part of my life, my family. my relatives. friends who really understand me well.
SO WHAT if u guys start acting friendly and kicking me in the ass behind ? think about this.. what goes around comes around. u may be doing this now to me.. i don't care .. but when others do this to u .. will u be able to take this to heart? be forgiving like what i'm doing now ?
this is society. i'm glad that some people talk about me behind me, it shows that i'm being taken notice of. for whatever reason u're doing so .. think about this straight in ur mind..
are u being mature enough? gossiping about me because of somethings i've said or done, which u couldn't take it to heart?
do u have high EQ ? do u think u really know me well ?
u think that what u're seeing is the actual me ? u know how i behave when i'm with friends i enjoyed being with ? everyone wears a mask, no one's perfect.
i've stop gossiping.
WHY?
what good do i get? what lesson can i derive from it? after gossiping, think about it.. is it meaningful? what's the main objective of it ? to cripple the person's status? dignity?
u get happiness from gossiping? if that's the case.. fine.. why not? for fuck do i care ?
i'm gonna livemylife.
it ain't matter no more.. no one beats family, there's no one out there who'll trust u wholeheartedly and back u even when the sky is falling down on u.
friends come and go, close friends stay rooted. true friends i've a few.
like what mr noornizar said, peeps my age, when they quarrel with friends, they give in.
why? it's because, there're in need of that belongingness, i've surpass that stage. i've my family,
i can confidently say that i'm much more mature than people my age. more mature now than the past.
who cares if u gossip? u derive cheap thrill from it. by all means .. :DDD
ITS ME .
