Thursday, January 29, 2009
for people around me considering themselves to be my friends. think about it when someone starts gossiping about me.. do u really know me ? u know me better or u trust the gossiper more ?
it doesn't matter if u guys ain't part of my life no more, who cares? i've the most impt part of my life, my family. my relatives. friends who really understand me well.
SO WHAT if u guys start acting friendly and kicking me in the ass behind ? think about this.. what goes around comes around. u may be doing this now to me.. i don't care .. but when others do this to u .. will u be able to take this to heart? be forgiving like what i'm doing now ?
this is society. i'm glad that some people talk about me behind me, it shows that i'm being taken notice of. for whatever reason u're doing so .. think about this straight in ur mind..
are u being mature enough? gossiping about me because of somethings i've said or done, which u couldn't take it to heart?
do u have high EQ ? do u think u really know me well ?
u think that what u're seeing is the actual me ? u know how i behave when i'm with friends i enjoyed being with ? everyone wears a mask, no one's perfect.
i've stop gossiping.
WHY?
what good do i get? what lesson can i derive from it? after gossiping, think about it.. is it meaningful? what's the main objective of it ? to cripple the person's status? dignity?
u get happiness from gossiping? if that's the case.. fine.. why not? for fuck do i care ?
i'm gonna livemylife.
it ain't matter no more.. no one beats family, there's no one out there who'll trust u wholeheartedly and back u even when the sky is falling down on u.
friends come and go, close friends stay rooted. true friends i've a few.
like what mr noornizar said, peeps my age, when they quarrel with friends, they give in.
why? it's because, there're in need of that belongingness, i've surpass that stage. i've my family,
i can confidently say that i'm much more mature than people my age. more mature now than the past.
who cares if u gossip? u derive cheap thrill from it. by all means .. :DDD
ITS ME .
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
i bet that Lionel Lewis didn't play because Leona Lewis went to his house for Chinese New Year.. even Shi JiaYi made it ..
anyway... had hell lot of fun at the National Stadium. the Stadium was quite empty, but we found some seats at the front row. so we settled down around kick-off time and watch the match. we namely, aziz joshua phelan shahril risheng and me.
(from left) risheng, phelan aziz me joshua shahril 
* taken after final whistleOH, the halftime was kick-ass. we were bored.. nothing to do .. so we shouted at a camera man who was walking around on the track to take photos of spectators at the stands.
us: "AYE! cameraman! one photo la!''
*snaps. he took.
us: "AYE ONE MORE ONE MORE.''
he took another one.
another singapore fan: ''AYE! 5MORE LA.''
and he goes smiling and gave the ''no more film'' gesture.
so we laughed our ass off and sat down .. THEN.
this time, it was another camerawoman.
us: ''AYE HERE HERE!''
*waved*
us: ''PHOTO PHOTO!''
*posed*
*SNAPS*
us: ''AYE ONE MORE ONE MORE!!''
her: ''OK, 1,2,3 *snaps*''
us: '' AYE! ANOTHER ONE!"
*ANOTHER POSE*
her: "OK LAST ONE AH" *GAVE THE NO-MORE GESTURE*
and she walks away ..
then we spotted another camera man.
us: ''AYE! PHOTO! HERE HERE!"
BUT he pretends he can't hear us.. and he walked back to behind of the goalpost and squat down. looking some sort of an EMO KID.
shahril: "don't know why he rather take photo of the grass than us."
me: "he emo kid, see he squat-ing down. he drawing circles i think."
shahril: "i think he scared of us."
LET'S SEE IF WE APPEAR ON NEWSPAPER TOMMOROW. :)
2nd half resumes. this time round. singapore attacked from the right to the left *opposite grandstand point of view* .
we started making fun of Jordan's goalkeeper...
as a singapore player was brought down with a foul given. match was paused.
so we shouted.
us: ''OI KEEPER! KEEPER!''
he looks at us. and we showed him some singaporean "LOVE"
us: "F U KEEPER" *points* _l_
he continued showing hand gesture at the referee, signaling to him that the singapore player was wasting time.
after that he went into his goalpost, picked up his tower and wipe his face. he wiped his face with his gloves too.
shahril: "u see he crying!"
us: LAUGHED
shahril: " see he covering his face cause he very sad. "
us: LAUGHED LOUDER.
and somehow joshua saw his name, it was shafiq or something like that.
then i shouted, "SHAFIQ! SHAFIQ!'' for quite some time.. somehow miracle happen , he looked! and he looks away..
aziz: "aye i think he paiseh ah .. "
me: "ya sia, i think he shy.. "
everyone goes laughing .. including people around us..
as the match continues .. poor refereeing decisions caused a singaporean fan near us to go berserk. "f u ah referee. never go school ah ?"
i started laughing ..
me: "refereeing need to go school?"
joshua: "har ? need degree?"
me: "diploma in refereeing?"
joshua: "need to take course? diploma in riot management?"
: "diploma in linesman-ing?"
then we laughed within ourselves ..
somehow, shahril and risheng went crazy after Jordan's Keeper went furious, making hand gestures.
risheng: "oi keeper! look here la. u bo ji ah ."
shahril: "i think he scared ah."
risheng: "u got ji u walk out of the penalty box la!"
somehow he walked out!
me: "risheng, he go out alr .."
risheng: "f u ah keeper.... oii! why u walk back into the semi-circle?"
shahril: "har ? semi square ?"
and then everyone went slient ...
soon, the final whistle was blown and off we go.. heading to the usual place.
THE PRATA SHOP.
ITS ME .
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
paid this myself
NIKE dunk
red-hotITS ME .
TPRAWKS08
some of my Rawkers. glad to have known u guys. ;) u guys are wonderful.BRAIDING
DONE! 2nd BRAIDING!CK FAREWELL TRIP
crap, i miss him man. 4years of classmate. study hard overseas aight. my arms always open to welcome u back.08 COUNTDOWN @ YUFEI'S PLACE
first stupid thing we did on New Year's Day 09! HA!STATS LESSON
2 of my classmates.. well, glad to say that i've sucha great freshie class in TP. 1b04. weeks left, i'll miss u guys. :)BEN'S 21ST BIRTHDAY
BEN, that chalet was something special yo. i know u enjoyed urself, so did the group of us !
ITS ME .
Sunday, January 25, 2009
but, this yr's cny kinda overshadowed by project and submissions. zz. irritating.
ITS ME .
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
ITS ME .
Monday, January 19, 2009
(Justin Timberlake):
Ooooooo
I've been travelin
On this road to long
Just trying to find
My way back home
The old me
Is dead and gone
Dead and gone
Ooooooo
I've been travelin
On this road to long
Just trying to find
My way back home
The old me
Is dead and gone
Dead and gone
(T.I.)
Ever had one of dem days
U wish woulda stayd home
Run into a group of niggas
Getting they hate on
U walk by
They get wrong u reply
Then shit get blown
Way outta proportion
Way past discussion
Just u against them,
Pick one then rush em
Figure u get your hair?
That next
They don't wanna stop
There now they bussin
Now u gushin, ambulance
Rushin u to the hospital
With a bad concussion
Plus ya hit 4 times
Plus it hit ya
Spine paralyzed waist down
Now ya wheel chair bound
Nevermind that now
U lucky to be alive,
Just think it all started u
Fussin with 3 guys
Now ya pride in the way
But ya pride is the way u
Could fuck around
Get shot die anyday
Niggas die
Every day all over
Bull shit dope money dice
Game ordinary hood shit
Could this be
Cuz of hip hop music
Or did the ones
With the good sense
Not use it
Usually niggas
Don't kno what to do
When their back
Against the wall
So they just start shootin
For red or for blue
Or for blo I guess,
From Bankhead
Or from your projects
No more stress,
Now I'm straight,
Now I get it now I take
Time to think,
Before I make mistakes
Just for my familys sake
That part of me left yesterday
The heart of me is strong today
No regrets I'm blessed to say
The old me dead and gone away.
(Chorus)
(T.I.)
I aint never been scared,
I lived through tragedy
Situation coulda been dead
Lookin back at it
Most of that shit
Didn't even have to happen
But u don't think about it
When u out there trappin
In apartments hangin
Smokin and rappin
Niggas start shit didn't
Next thing ya kno we cappin
Get locked up
Then didn't even get mad
Now think about damn
What a life I had
Most of that shit
Look back just laugh
Some shit
Still look back just sad
Maybe my homboy
Till be around
Had I not
Hit the nigga
In the mouth that time
I won that fight, I lost that war
I can still see my nigga
Walkin out that door
Whoda thought I'd never see
Philant no more
Got enough dead homies
I don't want no more
Cost a nigga his job,
Cost me more
Ida took that ass-whoopin
Now for sure
Now think before I risk my life
Take them chances to get my stripe
A nigga put his hands on me alright
Otherwise stand there
Talk shit all night
Cuz I hit you, you sue me,
I shoot you, get locked up, who me?
No more stress, now I'm straight,
Now I get it now I take
Time to think
Before I make mistakes
Just for my familys sake
That part of me left yesterday
The heart of me is strong today
No regrets I'm blessed to say
The old me dead and gone away.
(Chorus)
(J.T.)
I turn my head to the east
I don't see nobody by my side
I turn my head to the west
Still nobody in sight
So I turn my head to the north,
Swallow that pill
That they call pride
The old me is dead and gone,
The new me will be alright
I turn my head to the east
I don't see nobody by my side
I turn my head to the west
Still nobody in sight
So I turn my head to the north,
Swallow that pill
That they call pride
The old me is dead and gone,
The new me will be alright
ITS ME .
Sunday, January 18, 2009
ya talking as though ya know everything. knowing what it takes to be in a position im in. looking at things from my point of view. jumping to conclusion without even trying to understand things.
i don't care if ya 12, 19, 25 or whatever age. ya level of maturity is just rock-bottom. ya trying to diss me out, but look at where ya standing now..
ITS ME .
from orchard/bugis to jurongpoint/jurong swimming complex to j8/sembawang shopping centre to finally the last stop century sq/downtown east .
it has been a fantastic one month for me.. learning how to play cha-teh. memories yo ...
followed that, had a family dinner at night to celebrate my dad's bday. went to ecp to find cindy becos it's her bday too.
ahh .. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EVERYONE BORN IN JAN!
ITS ME .
Thursday, January 15, 2009
don't fail me please..
ITS ME .
ITS ME .
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
ITS ME .
happy to hear that he's doing fine in japan. he's there for his dancing tutorials by japan's major crews.
ohwell, he taught me something today! wow, i saw this damn cool shit video he linked me. it shows a crew from force channel doing house.
one word. . RESPECT.
p.s. ronald, quickly come back to sg so that i can get tutorials from u ! HAHA.
ITS ME .
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
HAHA, FINALLY realised my ambition for being a programmer. :/ OPPS.
ITS ME .
Monday, January 12, 2009
Manchester United 3-0 Chelsea Fc
ITS ME .
Sunday, January 11, 2009
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Saturday, January 10, 2009
it's considered a high-end brand in europe. hmm, BATA doesn't stand for Buy And Throw Away.
the word BATA came after a person's surname. it's a family business.
oh well BATA.. RESPECT.
ITS ME .
i'm back to my usual self, haha, u cheebyessssss.
ITS ME .
Friday, January 9, 2009
ITS ME .
Thursday, January 8, 2009
ITS ME .
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
where's the spirit to fight and win? getting 2 players sent off during the match, almost getting a 3rd red card. shoving opponent player during the match after some hard challenge. where's the professionalism?
?.?
i'm not insulting TP soccer. u guys are way way wayyyyy behind NYP soccer. they are much more cooler on the pitch, cool-headed. i'm just like someone else, another disappointed fan.
u guys play till like this, do some self reflection, how do u answer to the fans, the school and most importantly urselves ? i screamed my head off, and losing 3-1 with 9-man is how u answer to us .
FUCK U, i probably wasted 45mins of my time catching the second half.
ITS ME .
Monday, January 5, 2009
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Sunday, January 4, 2009
chance favours the prepared mind.
ITS ME .
Thursday, January 1, 2009
a man who cries is not weak
a man whom let that emotion loose
shows that he is putting in his all
mentally and physically
just to achieve that ultimate goal
a man whom let that emotion loose
shows that he is putting in his all
mentally and physically
just to achieve that ultimate goal
ITS ME .
ITS ME .
i ran u chased, i said stop u continued. u trip'. i'm sorry, but i'm not some random joe to be messed with. u don't see friends of mine disturbing me. i don't like to be on the receiving end of stuffs which i'm not enjoying. sorry but probably that's not the right time for anyone to disturb me. i hoped it didn't spoil the mood. but that's who i am .
p.s. i'm a leo, not any random horoscope sign. hope u get what i mean.
ITS ME .
the journey there is close to an hour. then went to his house to play mahjong till morning. stopped at some point and had a game of DARTS with emeth. COOL NAME YO.
TIGHT GAME TOO. haha! shall play it another time.
glad that i won the first game of mahjong in 2009, wonderful start to the new year ! HA.
sorry to jiahui and eric, that we count down without them. they did it outside yufei's house just to make sure the plan goes smooooothly. RESPECT!
almost did a 13yao, then somehow something cock-ed up, then the tiles all messy alr. sian half. :/
but steven told me that if HU 13yao means that, there's a ghost behind me. :o ? what the .. ? i think there's at that point in time, i'm like the luckiest guy in the planet at the current moment.
but i got seriously lucky at the ending part la. HAHA.
then we tricked yufei into going down to have breakfast with us and ended up everyone has cake on their faces.
NOT my type of game please. .
credits to the programmers who went, namely:
alex
ben
steven
eric
jiahui
shumei
yan
emeth
duke
shol
wendy p
zihui
yiwen
P.S. STOP WATCHING XNR ON MOBTV PLEASE..
ITS ME .
